Begin Again....

What used to be "good days" are now filled with dismay.
Tomorrow comes, and then again, it goes,
And my ambition to become something more, grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
The life I want now, gets closer each day.
I’ve been basing my life upon what others think,
I wish I could go back and redo everything,
every time an eye would blink.
            I've fought to become who I am and what I want to be,
            I have to remind myself that one day, I will be free.
            Free from the rules I followed as a child,
            When everything was a game and life was so mild.
            Now times have changed and I realize nothing is fair,
            And sometimes it seems like nobody even cares.
            But, may what come I would Begin again....

_Belief_

Quite universal feeling Love is......not talking about Romance though. Love evolves & blooms out of good Heart.
Trust, on the other hand, is actually the extremity of the same case.
Trust is the measure of the Strength and Pride one has in One'sLove.
Belief is something that emerges from the darkness and delusion as the brightest source of light ever, Brighter than a hundred thousand Suns.
A Fight against your own Belief and view and a struggle to keep your Love breathing. A Noble state which can be achieved by giving complete heart and soul in a clash against our conception, for something which you believe is to be true.
When the heart has been subjected to the hard side, that's when one can understand the greatness of trust.
To cut a long story short, just don't lead a pointless life just cos' it seems to be the easy way.

         We can never appreciate or respect the belief bestowed upon us, unless & untill we understand.

Telangana: "Who wants what..."

Andhra and Rayalaseema People do not want Telangana, for their own reasons, good or bad. Centre does not want Telangana for its own reasons. Neighboring states could not care less and in some cases, do not want Telangana because the bifurcation could spell trouble for them too (in their own cases). KCR does not want Telangana because he might  not sure if he will win the elections in an all party contest in a separate state... if Telangana remains a region with special funds, he can go on winning some key seats along with his relatives and also keep his hands all the way into the cookie jar of special funds. With a separate state, he will not get to do that.
           There are lot of solution to solve Telungana problem using existing system. State and Central government should work together to find a solutions. (OR) implement president rule in AP for next 6 months and bring state under control.
          When the outcome of a decision is what will get a party more votes in teh short term rather than the welfare of the people, the Government will waver. Clearly shows that this hardly a decision based on merits else they would have decided one way or the other.
         I dont know, how this procrastination is going to help. Anticipation and uncertainities will only add fuel to the raging fire.

New Day...

The world around moves at a frantic pace
For me each day seems to slow down
I believed the answers were in my grasp
In those younger innocent years gone by,
I knew exactly , what I wanted out of life
Dreams were in great supply.
But something derailed me along the way
Something unexpected , far from sublime,
I've begun to realize the passing of time.

Indecision used to be terrain I did not know,
Often now, faith determines my life's flow.
I must see the good things along the way,
The sun sets, I smile, soon comes a new day.  :-)

" Distance "

Thoughts I cannot truely see,

dreams that cannot ever be,

chains that are not setting me free.

   This heart of mine,

trying endless climb

wishing I could draw a line,

crying for the final time.

I spend nights up wondering
If I can stand all these emotions.
Let these feelings soak into the ground,
I'm so sick & tired of staying here bound,
without you around,
in some other town.
 

~Sweet Irony Of Love~

I craved someone to be along
Not because I cried
Not because I begged and pleaded,
But because it was left up to them and they felt much needed.
    No matter how much I love someone
It doesn't mean that they'll love me back
My love cannot make them feel the same way
My thoughts and emotions are not theirs.
   No matter how much someone loves me
It does not mean that I will love them too
Their love cannot built a love within me
Their thougths and emotions are not mine.
    I cannot pretend to love when I don't
It's not fair on either side.
Hi5 needs two hands of similar essence of feelings within.
One hand cannot complete the Hi5
   In the end, only if I'm true to myself & to my heart
Being honest & not scared helps both.
Only then, is there a chance of happiness
Only then, is there a chance of fruitful love.

_Story_

A lovely bright morning...
in the middle of the night,
two dead boys came out to fight.
They stood back to back
and faced each other
drew their swords
and shot eachother.
The deaf policeman heard the noise
and came to kill
those two dead boys.
If u don't believe my story
it's true
ask the blind man he saw it too!!!   ;-)

"STUCK"

This Awesome track is Stuck in my Head......& can't stop yelling

__Forgave__

 It's a feeling I'll never forget.
All the memories that we've shared,
I knew right away that you were rare.
You see, it's hard to find a someone like you,
Usually they're too good to be true.

All I wanted was to make you happy,
So why is it that I have to feel so crappy?
I want nothing more than for us to move on,
But it's so hard now that the trust is gone.

I want to get past this, I really do...
What can I do to make you be true?
You hurt me, you need to know that you did.
And I need you to know that I can forgive....